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Thursday, November 12

Cleopatra Stratan = adorable!


You guys knows this dolly? HAHA. Pretty popular in Romania tauuuu! HAHA. Small cute-girl with a white and red polka-dot dress, screeching herself-sized bag everywhere she go to. Adorable bukan? Wait until you see the video of her below... ^^,



i just discover about this cute little girl kat facebook about almost 2 month now. Couldn't recall who post about it, but memang saya teruja masa first time tengok~ haha. She is too damn adorable, siap heret2 trunk yang rasanya lagi besar dari die kesana kemari dengan polkadot dress die, siap ade scarf lagi. ouh tedah! Sangat comelllll~~ Dah la pandai buat expression muka ala2 macam orang dewasa~ geram aku! HAHA. Sorry for a bit late sharing her here. haha. Bagi yang belum tengok dia, marilah tengok~ ;D




Cleopatra Stratan :)
Meh kite baca sket cerita tentang budak bertuah ni. hahah.

Cleopatra Stratan (born October 7, 2002 in Chişinău, Moldova) is the youngest person ever to score commercial success as a singer, with her 2006 album La vârsta de trei ani ("At the age of 3"). She holds the record for being the youngest artist who performed live for two hours in front of a large audience, the highest paid young artist, the youngest artist to receive an MTV award and the youngest artist to score a #1 hit in a country ("Ghiţă" in Romanian Singles Chart)

Pavel Stratan, father of Cleopatra, was in a studio recording a song with 3-year-old Cleopatra hanging around. Impulsively, she grabbed a microphone and started singing along with Pavel. Everybody was stunned so they ended up recording the song with Cleopatra performing the lead vocals, and suggested that as she is younger than Shirley Temple, she should be included in the Guinness Book of World Records as the youngest talent ever to perform on stage and record her own album. In Romania, Moldova, and around the world, there seems to be a growing fan base. Some of her songs have already been translated into English and Spanish. She also found success in Japan. La vârsta de trei ani ("At the age of 3") was a double platinum disk in the summer of 2006 for selling more than 150,000 albums in Romania. In December 2006, her father announced that until the next album (possibly in one or two years), she will no longer sing publicly.

As of 2006 December, Cleopatra's biggest hit is the song "Ghiţă". In 2008, Cleopatra released her second album called La Varsta De 5 Ani with the hit song "Zunea-Zunea". On December 18, 2008, her brother, Cezar (named by Cleopatra) was born. (awwww!) She also had a concert on 20 December before leaving for Chisinau to see her younger brother.

source by wikipedia. lol. HAHA.


Wednesday, November 4

Konvokasi BA. Hons. Art & Design (Graphics & Digital Media)

Ni sambungan dari sessi shooting outdoor sebelum ni. Time shooting di faculty ni SAYA TIDAK ADA kerana pada hari konvo tu saya balik awal :'( Kena lari balik KL balik laju2, sebab petang tu Bijam ada flight ke Sabah yang nak dikejar, so tak boleh nak buat apa aaa... huhuk. Tapi takpe, naaak letak jugak. ;B Kite layan saja lah pic2 kawan2 saya ni. Diorang ni memang sengal. Rindu ouh tengok aksi2 diorang niii~ ;') Bila ntah nak ramai2 camni lagi~~















p/s : jangan marah haa kawan2 kite tempek gambar menawan korang di sini ;B

Monday, November 2

pre-convo di tasik sek 2, s.alam :)

hihik. letak sikit jela eh~ ;))














*click supaya jelas penglihatan ;P

Saturday, October 31

Pengalaman Hidup / Resolusi September.



Artikel ini dah tersimpan lama dalam draft sejak dari tempoh saya menghilangkan diri dulu. HAHA. Tapi tak publish2 sebab rasa macam tak appropriate masa tu. Tapi, tak lah. Tayah pikir negative lah kan. This is what i feel and i learn to be a better person by it day by day. Walaupun kini saya sudah tenang dan rasanya elok lupakan saja, namun rasanya apa yang stated di bawah ini wajar dikongsi dan sebagai personal reminder dan pengajaran hidup :)


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Hari-hari gloomy lepas, saya memperoleh beberapa pengalaman hidup yang saya perlu ambil serious. Resolusi September 2009. HAHAHA.

1. Jangan cerita semua benda dalam blog. kalau anda decide untuk cerita, cerita semuanya jangan separuh-separuh, sebab orang yang tak tahu cerita sebenar akan buat kesimpulan sendiri tanpa tau keadaan sebenar. Jadi, kalau nak cerita, cerita dari awal hingga akhir, supaya clear dan tidak jadi missunderstanding.

2. Kalau sebelum ini anda asyik pikir the best and positive about everyone yang anda sayang, wait up... fikirkan juga the worst it could get if they don't love you back. jangan sampai terkejut dan kecewa dikemudian hari.

3. Tak semestinya apa yang mereka sering share atau berkongsi dengan anda bermakna anda harus share dengan mereka juga.

4. Walaupun anda malas untuk buat sendiri sesuatu tu dan anda langsung tak kisahkan benda itu, think again. Akan ada orang yang ambil berat dan bersusah-payah untuk anda dan nanti , natijahnya manusia di sekitarnya akan fikir anda tidak berdikari T_T. Maka, lebih baik anda jangan malas dan buat saja benda tu walaupun anda tau tak mengapa kalau makan lambat atau makan megi sahaja.

5. Kalau anda rasa anda sayangkan boyfriend anda dan meminta favor padanya cuma pada perkara2 kecil kerana berfikir itu patut, jangan bebani dia pada perkara-perkara kecil ini, sebab perkara kecil ini dianggap oleh orang lain yang anda tidak berdikari. kalau perkara besar dan anda tau itu resolusi yang terakhir sekali dan tiada siapa boleh menolong anda lagi, baru minta tolong. (tapi kalau boleh elakkan walaupun dia yang insist.)

6. Jangan biarkan boyfriend anda memanjakan anda didepan orang lain walaupun saat itu sahaja anda boleh rasa dimanjakan sebab anda rasa time tu je boleh buli dia sebab dia kena layan anda baik di depan mereka. Tapi taaaak. Biar keadaan macam mana anda dan dia, itu yang anda perlu tunjukkan pada mereka. Senang cerita, takde double standard.

7. Belajar mengagak kebencian orang lain terhadap anda. Jangan terlalu selamba sehingga memikirkan mereka semua duduk diside anda. Jangan terlalu naive.

8. Kadang-kadang korang pikir yang mereka tak kisah dengan apa yang anda tulis atau bagitahu. Jangan pamer benda-benda yang boleh menampakkan kegedikan dan keburukan anda dan jangan terlalu open dan sila selective dalam pemilihan subjektif di blog. Ada orang lain may anggap itu serious walaupun anda langsung tidak memaksudkan apa-apa.

9. Since readers dah tau siapa pemilik blog berikutan gambar bertempekan merata2, maka saya perlu timbang tara benda-benda yang dirasakan perlu atau tidak tulis di blog. Kalau tak, dari awal mesti anonymous diri semasa menulis sebab nanti boleh jadi kucar kacir hidup ini.

10. Kalau belum kahwin, jangan perasan dan menanam impian yang anda sudah confirm dengan dia. Itu belum pasti walaupun anda tau kenyataan itu, dan telah dinasihati oleh boyfriend anda supaya sentiasa berfikir positive dan yang indah-indah sahaja, tapi jangan selesa sangat, sebab future tu pon even dia berjanji untuk merealisasikannya, belum tentu lagi boleh tercapai akhirnya.

11. Jangan pernah fikir orang yang anda sayang atau fikir mereka sayang anda juga tidak judge anda walaupun anda terlalu terbuka dengan mereka. Slow down. Limitkan, ada juga benda yang anda perlu rahsiakan dan tidak ceritakan kepada semua. If you do tell kerana kononnya merasakan tiada apa yang perlu disorok, maka bersedialah untuk di-judge. :')

12. Mereka yang mencintai anda dengan golongan rapat si pencinta anda itu mungkin takkan sama pendapatnya, kerana bukan mereka yang menyintai anda dan mempunyai perasaan terhadap anda. Mereka tak mungkin akan faham kedudukan anda dan dia, kerana mereka bukan ditempat anda sekalian. Jadi, bila si pencinta anda itu memujuk anda dan berkata mahu mereka mengenali anda, think again. Mereka tidak mungkin dapat mengenali dan 'nampak' anda sebagaimana pencinta anda 'nampak' anda. Kalau sesama kita boleh menerima kekurangan masing2, tapi keluarga mahukan hanya yang terbaik sahaja sebagai pilihan.

13. Kasihnya ibu sehingga ke syurga, dan saya rasa sangat2 honored dikurniakan ibu yang sanggup menangis bersama saya. ;') No doubt. Ibu lah kekasih terbaik.

14. When someone really loves you, they will never hurt you. And if they do, you can see it in their eyes that it hurts them too. Biarkanlah burden yang dia tanggung tu terlepas, dan bebaskan dia dari burden itu kerana definitely anda menyukarkan dia juga.

15. Cinta sejati itu ada. Jangan murtad sehingga tak percaya cinta. HAHA. Tapi, bare in mind yang cinta sejati pon tak semestinya dapat bersatu. Terima hakikat dan halakan pandangan ke tempat lain. Cinta sejati hanya 'jalan' sekiranya ada restu. :'))


Akhir sekali, nak shoutout....
KALAU SAYA NI PERFECT SANGAT, SAYA TAK AKAN CERITA SEMUA BENDA DAN ADMIT KEBURUKAN SAYA. Kan? hahaha. If you don't know, then ask me. If you don't agree, then argue with me. If you don't like, then say it to me. But don't keep silent and judge me.

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Okaylah. Ini cerita lama, tapi mungkin inilah pengajaran dan pengalaman hidup paling bermakna :')

Thursday, October 29

LOVE = bittersweet bundle of misery!


Cinta itu kadang penawar, cinta itu jugalah racun. HAHA. Cinta itu GILA sebenarnya. :') haha. Apa agaknya definisi anda tentang cinta?

Hmm, malam-malam macam ni, apakata kalau saya hiburkan anda dengan sebuah lagu ni? ^^, Saya layan Graham Coxon ni back then masa zaman saya gila britpop dulu di Melaka. ;B Lagu ini somehow buat saya teringat kenangan2 lama di bilik L1103 :') Kak jaja, nadia, eha, lay, awai, kak pame.. rindu korang lah~ :'(


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Now the end is in sight, I'm just tired
Lying awake at night so wired
And fired up with biological urge in my belly
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And I hunt for the words on my telecaster
Spinning faster, goodnight you

You're beautiful,
I love to watch your face in the morning light
You're really cool,
I like the way we fight right through the night
And the way we used to kiss was way out of sight
But I can never hope to set you free
Cos you're my bittersweet bundle of misery

As I study the lines on the ceiling
I find the fact you're unkind quite appealing
I'm feeling sure that I have come to the end of you tether
And there's no such thing as happily ever
After it just gets dafter, goodnight you

You're beautiful,
I love to watch your face in the morning light
You're really cool,
I like the way we fight right through the night
And the way we used to kiss was way out of sight
But I can never hope to set you free
Cos you're my bittersweet bundle of misery

It would take me an age to marry you
Now I've seen you use my razor like you do, its true

You're beautiful,
I love to watch your face in the morning light
You're really cool,
I like the way we fight right through the night
And the way we used to kiss was way out of sight
But I can never hope to set you free
Cos you're my bittersweet bundle of misery :))

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Wednesday, October 28

Harsh words hurt feelings. But silence breaks hearts.



Its been a while tak update blog, bersawang dah haa... HAHA.
Ada ka yang miss me? Takdelah kot. Blog ni bukan popular pon. saya ni ha yang rindu nak baca blog kawan2 ;B teehihihi.

Kemana menghilang? Actually mana de hilang pun, tak sempat nak hilang~ ^^,
Ada je. Still doing the same like i did before. Still in hell that i created myself. HAHA.

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Mulanya macam dah sampai masa nanti mahu bercerita dalam blog ini tentang segala2nya; tapi rasanya even itu pun takkan selesaikan apa2 masalah. Harsh words hurt feelings kan? But silence breaks hearts. Though assumption is the mother of all mistakes, but silents still breaks heart. Satu hari nanti yang betul tu akan terkeluar juga. Di masa2 ini, apa pun yang kami tegakkan, still what they wanna see, is what they gonna only believe and see. There's nothing we can do about it. We can't fight the power that they have, its like dah tentu2 diorang akan menang, who are we to fight pon? :) When it comes to family, this is as far as we can go to. Worried, it may get worst pulak. So, let it be.

Sapa lagi saya nak harapkan disisi untuk menyokong if not my family kan. Yes, i talked about this to my family, and personally to my mother and things get worst. Mak pon pissed off sangat2 and jadi macam lagi kucar kacir bila my side pula dapat tau. Nak tanggung sendiri tak terlarat, so thats why i told her. They pity Adie cause he is in between, but at the same time, we all hurt cause it related to all of us. I ask Mak, am i really that bad as they think about me? She knows me, and she know the real story. About him, about us, and she always be in between when we're in a fight. And thats why she knows all. But when they accuse me to the things that they don't really understand, so i said to myself, yes, i am, just to let everyone happy. Those do hurt me and my family, but i understand that they do this for Adie.

Terkilan kerana disaat kami dah mula rasa stabil dan bahagia ni, jadi begini pula. I know, what he did for me is a favor that he want to do it himself and a make-it-up-thingy after all he have done to me in previous. :') he treat me too nice now, and its seen as a burden to them pula. i forgived him, and finally i get him back. But tak lama, mungkin kerana we're never have the fate to be together :) But, i do want to tell here, its not like i'm in control of him or anything, he still do what he want to do despite i get upset pon, so i don't know if its still calls i'm in control. But, i think he himself pressured about being in blame, so that's why this burst out... (sorry). So yeah, we finally decided to separate for good.

To whom it may concern, all your kindness, love and respect sebelum ni will gonna always be what i'm thankful for. Segala yang pernah you guys berikan, segala yang kita pernah buat bersama2, will always gonna be my sweetest memories, even though it was not to you guys pon. :') Thank you though for having me feels like i'm a part of your family even for a short moment. (Maybe this wont work a bit pon, but this is just my appreciation and got nothing to do with Adie.)

Bila dah jadi begini, of course everything dah jadi tawar. But the memories still remains forever. For Adie, i've convinced everyone else that i don't want you anymore. Now all i need to do is convince myself. :) and i'm on my way now.

You guys, don't worry. Adie and saya hardly contact pon. Cuma sesekali we're saying Hi's in myspace or facebook. So, don't bother to ask him whether i'm the one who call or message him k. Its not me anymore. I know the pressure that he has now. I'm fully understand that being friends with him pon is not ideal for you guys. So yeah, i understand and stand back.

i get the feeling that this entry may become an issue too, so lets just stop here then, nanti saya might tertaip something yang maybe create another missunderstanding pula.

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kawan2 yang lain, saya maybe akan kembali berblog seperti biasa :)
tunggu saya. banyak nak catchup ni. :))


Friday, October 16

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Saturday, September 26

deactivated

mungkin ini bukan pengakhirnya. mungkin ianya satu permulaan.

b, jangan risau.
saya tetap jaga diri saya.

will be deactivated blog ini.
atau kembali berblogging bila hati saya tenang semula.

Friday, September 25

Sorry.


no need to comment here, just a tribute to somebody that i care.

Yea. Akak faham keadaan family korang.
and tak pernah terlintas langsung pon to hurt you guys.
jauh sekali untuk sindir, perli, or humiliate you guys sekeluarga.

i understand if korang cepat terasa lebih2 lagi macam sekarang,
and i'm fine with that.

and for that, i'm sorry.

i do terasa when you imply that "sekurang2nya kami bukan pengikis"
and i understand that maybe i'm the one who you address to . Akak sedar yang akak pernah stay sana and akak duduk free je tak bayar apa2, and i really embarrassed. After all, i'm the one who menumpang korang kan.

hmm, sorry for all troublesome i caused to your family.
thank you for all.

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Akak ingat benda ni setakat tu je, tak sangka jadi macam ni. Hmm, biar akak explain seclear2nya. Pasal post pasal the stay in penang tu, langsung takde niat langsung nak kutuk-kutuk ke apa. Abang Adie and akak pernah sama-sama tengok cerita KALA MALAM BULAN MENGAMBANG tu kat wayang. and kitorang selalu ulang2 dialog cina owner rumah tumpangan tu. Kebetulan kawan akak Ummi, yang pegi sekali tu cakap pasal tu. Kami just gelak2 dan bukan make fun pon, and bukan sebab nak kutuk pasal korang. sangat sorry kalau itu membuatkan you all terasa.

Pasal pegi Penang tu pon kalau tak plannya memang nak pegi sekali pon, tapi lastnya tak jadi. and akak dapat cari inisiatif sendiri. Akak mintak tolong my fren, and dia yang carikan hotel tu. sewa dia pon kalau tak silap akak tak jauh beza pon dgn hotel yg abang adie duduk sebenarnya. kalau tak. memang kitorang nak duduk area hotel yang dekat2 time square tu jugak, tapi lepas kawan akak kata utk perempuan tak selamat sebab silap2 ada serbuan la apa kalau kami yang 3 orang perempuan ni duduk situ. Akak kena consider juga pasal akak yang ajak kawan2 akak tu. Kalau akak and kwn2 akak tu lelaki pon akak xkisah nak duduk situ. Akak pun faham abadie book hotel tu just a nite before je sbb in hurry.


Ye, akak ni tak pandai berdikari. Waktu usia2 macam ni masih tak ada apa-apa yang nak dibanggakan. Tapi bukan semua benda akak bergantung pada dia. Sebelum mintak tolong akak dah tanya dulu boleh ke tak apa semua and kalau tak boleh akak tak pernah sengaja nak paksa2 abang adie. Ojen sendiri kenal yang abang adie tu degil. Kalau dia tak nak, tetap tak nak sampai bila2. I don't dare pon nak suruh benda yang akak tau dia tanak buat sebab akak tau lastnya nanti akak yang kena marah. Hmm, tak tau lagi apa yang akak nak cakap lagi. terpulang kalau korang masih tak suka juga.

Akak tau tak ada apa yang ada kat iela ni. and akak tak tau kalau abang adie memang betul sayangkan akak atau pun tak.

Memang selalu kami gaduh. kerap. semua sebab perangai akak and kadang abang adie jugak. sama-sama salah. kadang2 macam ngada2 or apa2 je pon sbb i thought he as my bf. kadang2 ojen pon kalau dengan boyfriend, ada je benda yang buat kita cepat terasa. hmm, i never thought akan jadi macam ni.benda ni selalu diperbesarkan sebab salah akak jugak, letak dalam blog, cerita kat ojen semua sebab akak fikir itu appropriate. hmm, tapi tu semua cuma apa yang akak nak cakap je. Dah akak lepas, habis kat situ je. kalau nak kata akak gedik, ngada2, buat muka selamba, hmmm sorry. maybe i am.

so now i know you guys baca blog ni. and atas sebab tu, i'm really sorry.



Tuesday, September 22

eidulfitri 2009



click each picture untuk tumbesaran sihat dan kuat!

. . . walaupun tak cukup korum, raya tetap raya kan.
jadi, ini lah RAYA gaya kami tahun ini ;D

p/s : gambar disusun randomly